Short Post: 2012
I just bumped into a pict of me from 10 years ago. It was dated back on 26 Dec 2012, thanks for info naming format. Taken on a cloudy morning during school holiday in Rumah Budaya Tembi. We go swimming!
First time after a very long time, seeing this pic got me wondering why i was so skinny and small. It's actually me on my 50 kilos days while now I'm on 70. But it's not only my phisicallity that evolve, I realize many things have changed, some of them in a way I can never have imagined before. This 2022 life I have right now, is beyond my wildest imagination back in 2012.
Some dreams may have been ticked off on my list, but some things have also gone away from me, and may never be back. I feel grateful for a thing and regret the other. Honestly it's deeper than that photo, I keep saying how can how can. It cemented my stance that if I was given opportunity to back to a point in my life and amend my decisions, that will be 2012. Surely.
I found it's hard to even understand my own path. Then it's total darkness without His quidance.
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